The Great Obstacle

Hmm now,im facing a very great obstacle...with my bro,my mom hmm Ya Allah...please help me...I need some spirit...i cant even give an opinion.what is the function of me to live as the member of this family???...

Sad?

Hmm the girl that I told a story of today already have her own choices.

IDK

Hmm now i'm in a big dilema where I had fallen in love with someone.I can't tell her.It is not because i'm afraid or coward to tell her but...yeah i'm afraid of losing her out of my life.It is okay if we're just friend,it makes me feel more comfortable.